A girl just next to me (cos I'm at the college library) watched what I was doing on my PC and I had to change of computer. What's more I was changing of profil picture and I was looking for P-A icons.What's more I was scared of what she could read. I don't know her but it's always disturbing notably cos my writings are about ED's and drugs.
I haven't eaten at midday and now i'm gonna work out. I hope I won't fain or even feel dizzy. I didn't wanna force me to eat.Therefore, I just drank a RedBull. But I must go to my training and feel my muscles hurt.
My parents won't at home tonight and tomorrow and I don't know what my brother and I will eat at dinner. I hope he won't wanna go at Mac Donald's. Hamburgers are too heavy on the stomach. What's more it's a little disgusting. My brother can eat 2 hamburgers with the biggest helping of chips. I don't know how he can, but I suppose normal people can eat more that I can.
Tomorrow I will weight myself cos it was a long time ago I didn't check out it. As my mom won't be there she won't catch me red-handed and she won't ask me what my weight is.
Shit ! I must go at the chemist's to have my weekly Subutex box. I'll start another box tomorrow and I didn't wanna go the day I begin the box cos I don't wanna wake up early just to avoid suffering withdrawal symptoms. I must go at the chemist's every weeks cos it's 7 pills boxes and I can only have just 1 box per week.Substituion treatments are very regulated in France and the pharmacist even have a row with me if I take one pill more than I need and if I come one day before to get my Subutex. The State is scared of black market and scared of the fact that junkies can take several pills to get high. What's more if the prescrition is predated or "afterdated" if the issue of Subutex is put back the chemist can't give us a complete box. Rubbish things. Garbage bullshits ! Subutex sucks. It's easier to have a Subutex prescription than to have the issue of the Subutex ! It's true, it is !
I haven't eaten at midday and now i'm gonna work out. I hope I won't fain or even feel dizzy. I didn't wanna force me to eat.Therefore, I just drank a RedBull. But I must go to my training and feel my muscles hurt.
My parents won't at home tonight and tomorrow and I don't know what my brother and I will eat at dinner. I hope he won't wanna go at Mac Donald's. Hamburgers are too heavy on the stomach. What's more it's a little disgusting. My brother can eat 2 hamburgers with the biggest helping of chips. I don't know how he can, but I suppose normal people can eat more that I can.
Tomorrow I will weight myself cos it was a long time ago I didn't check out it. As my mom won't be there she won't catch me red-handed and she won't ask me what my weight is.
Shit ! I must go at the chemist's to have my weekly Subutex box. I'll start another box tomorrow and I didn't wanna go the day I begin the box cos I don't wanna wake up early just to avoid suffering withdrawal symptoms. I must go at the chemist's every weeks cos it's 7 pills boxes and I can only have just 1 box per week.Substituion treatments are very regulated in France and the pharmacist even have a row with me if I take one pill more than I need and if I come one day before to get my Subutex. The State is scared of black market and scared of the fact that junkies can take several pills to get high. What's more if the prescrition is predated or "afterdated" if the issue of Subutex is put back the chemist can't give us a complete box. Rubbish things. Garbage bullshits ! Subutex sucks. It's easier to have a Subutex prescription than to have the issue of the Subutex ! It's true, it is !
Now I must go. See ya girls, thanks to follow me !!